Excerpt from So That You Know 5 Poems
By Mani Rao
THIS MARRIAGE
It’s not too cold, I know,
but I had nowhere else
to keep this overcoat
All my suitcases were full
And my closet overcrowded
So I just let it sit
upon my shoulders
SOME OF WHAT I LEARNED FROM BOOKS
Give books away before they gather mold.
Will I be lucky or live to be old?
So you were fooled by the cover.
You’re the fool and it’s also over.
Not all great poets find renown.
Oh the snoring when they sleep on their own.
STORY MOON
Pair of lovers coupled
with a full moon—
Formula for romance.
Silhouetted faces cradled
in a generous moon curve—
Pregnancy.
The same pair walking on a beach, skies overcast,
moon skidding on footprints—
Death, or death
rescued by separation.
If there is no moon, oh no moon, there is no
moon at all, where is the moon, there is no
moon, honey, there is no moon, no
moon, and saying it again conjures no
moon what’s a poet to do
without moon
IF IT’S ANY CONSOLATION
To you who loved and could not speak of it,
lost something no one knew you had.
To you who find yourself abruptly weeping
in public with no legitimate explanation.
To you who told a friend who said ‘this too will pass’.
This did not. This carved a hole within your chest.
There this lives and owns your face.
To you who denied yourself and have no one else to blame
Surrendered to bondage thinking it your place
You went by the book, did not know better,
that piety was false, it was too late,
Two-minute silence.
TIRUVANNAMALAI
After I spat out sweet-n-sour stories
under the tamarind tree
Old photographs at Ramana’s cave
looked at me infinitely
Agape I walked on barefoot
rocks rumbling replies
Arunachala, red mountain,
your silhouette lines my dreams
Every morning, humanity snakes
around you, churning
Excerpted with permission from So That You Know by Mani Rao published by Harper Collins Publishers India, 2025.
Mani Rao is the author of thirteen poetry books including So That You Know (HarperCollins 2025), and four books in translation including Bhagavad Gita and Saundarya Lahari. Researching mantra experience in tantric communities, she discovered continuing revelations and new mantras in circulation on-ground for Living Mantra: Mantra, Deities and Visionary Experience Today.
After studying literature in the early 80’s Madras, she worked as an advertising and television professional for two decades in Mumbai, New Zealand and Hong Kong. A resetting of life-goals led her back to the world of learning– she then did an MFA from the University of Nevada, Las Vegas, USA, and a PhD in Religious Studies from Duke University, USA. Returning to India by 2017, she began to live in Puttaparthi and Bangalore.