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    Poem : Room 1101, Case 6870, A Survivor’s Case History

    By Adil Jussawalla

    1. Her blood drags.

               Its multiple anchors drop

               but do not hold.

               She says her body tells her

               they’ll take their time, they always do,

               but who wants to know?

    1. Aasté, wardboy, aasté

               I say through glass.

               I smell blood, someone else’e—

               her husband’s—who’s down in the mouth, but lets

               nurse lean her needle in.

               I’m told its inflow will make her strong,

               fuse the anchors she’s thrown into one.

               Since we no longer get her drift,

               please, god of healing, don’t dilly-dally nor click

               in boredom your tongue.

               Throw your weight on that anchor and make it stick.

    1. Patient found naked

               Don’t put it on me again, this weave of cotton

               that set me aflame, this hospital gown.

               Attached by frail-winged thongs

               to a pit in my stomach, my strands of muscle

               may soon come apart, expose me

               as carrion gone rotten.

               We’ve been set up, put upon

               by a new breed of spinners, of quacks

               with their chakras, their mumbos, their jumbos.

               Fresh whacks of misfortune assail me, doctor,

               Leave me out of it, dear, out of it all

               and this hospital gown

    1. On a bed

               Like a boat pulled ashore

               our plants malnourished, this hospital cures.

               From time to time on tides that wobble it just

               before dawn,

               her head fills with water

               remembered, its flow, its feed.

               Alive with rot, rich with bacteria,

               from it her good words rise. 

    Adil Jussawalla was born in Bombay in 1940. He has worked as a language teacher in London and as a lecturer in a college in Bombay. His essays and articles have appeared in several newspapers and magazines and he has been literary editor at four of them. He has also written for television.

    It Remains To Be Said is his seventh book of poems. His third, Trying to Say Goodbye, published in 2011, was honoured with a Sahitya Akademi Award in 2014. He was also Tata Literature Live Poet Laureate for 2021.