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I Will Not Bear You Sons and 6 other poems

A fierce refusal, shattering patriarchal structures, asserts radical agency through ancestral memory and global wounds, with visceral rage and enduring hope.

Usha Akella in Conversation with Vinita Agrawal Read Single →

Six months old, propped up
against a white sheet, wide-eyed
and bewildered, a tiny refugee
in a new land. Ten years old,
gap-toothed smile, pigtails
askew, a reluctant immigrant
in a school uniform. Sixteen
years old, braces and acne,
a rebellious teenager
in a passport booth. Twenty-one
years old, college graduation cap,
a hopeful dreamer
in a foreign country. Thirty
years old, baby on hip, a tired
mother in a government office.
Forty years old, wrinkles
around the eyes, a settled
citizen in a photo studio.
Fifty years old, grey hair
and glasses, a proud
grandmother in a family picture.
Sixty years old, smiling
at the camera, a woman
who has lived, loved, and
lost, a story etched in
every line on her face.

Vinita Agrawal

Vinita Agrawal Author of four books of poetry, – Two Full Moons (Bombaykala Books), Words Not Spoken (Brown Critique), The Longest Pleasure (Finishing Line Press) and The Silk Of Hunger (AuthorsPress), Vinita is an award winning poet, editor, translator and curator. Joint Recipient of the Rabindranath Tagore Literary Prize 2018 and winner of the Gayatri GaMarsh Memorial Award for Literary Excellence, USA, 2015. She is Poetry Editor with Usawa Literary Review. Her work has been widely published and anthologised. Her poem won a prize for the Moon Anthology on the Moon by TallGrass Writers Guild, Chicago 2017. More recently her poem won a special mention in the Hawker Prize for best South Asian poetry. She has contributed a monthly column on Asian Poets on the literary blog of the Hamline university, Saint Paul, USA in 2016-17. In September 2020, she edited an anthology on climate change titled Open Your Eyes (pub. Hawakal). She judged the RLFPA poetry contest (International Prize) in 2016 and co judged the Asian Cha’s poetry contest on The Other Side ‘ in 2015. She is on the Advisory Board of the Tagore Literary Prize. She has curated literary events for PEN Mumbai. She can be reached at www.vinitawords.com.

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