Excerpt: The River of Blood and Dreams
From Kanchenjunga's peaks to archives, the Lepcha homeland unfolds. Poems search for…
Read more →Darjeeling offers sons, dreams turn cold. Kanchenjunga unpacks the nation's bundles of returning, hearts frozen.
Every day –
A troop of men
carrying guns
Are marching to surrender their weapons
through the Chowk Bazaar
Of the eighties
Colourful jerry cans
that used to line up in Laal Dhigi daily
And ancient Gorkhey Jeeps
Have long melted
Into the crowd of Mohabbat Galli
Up there–
On Mahakal Daara
endless prayers are whispered
Every morning and evening
For sons
to be enrolled in the army
For daughters
working in parlours and spas
to be safe
Mothers –
unable to secure a place for tomorrow
are shouting for their rights
In processions
That bear no fruit
Brothers –
looking for a place
For mothers to sell vegetables
Carrying slingshots
Maney, too, has gone
With a slingshot and a few rotis in his pocket
Maney hasn’t made it back
He wasn’t allowed to
The porter didi of the Railway Station
Casts her namlo aside
Keeps listening to news from the border
Keeps wondering
Whether her son is safe
Darjeeling—
The land of ancient dreams
Darjeeling, a bazaar of promises
Where even the railway
Harbours dreams
The land rovers, senior citizens now
Write poetry too
They know the songs of the hills by heart
Verses that carry love for the land
The struggle for identity
They sing them
Over and over again
Even if no one listens
Darjeeling—
Is benevolent
Darjeeling is patriotic
Keeps sacrificing beating hearts
On the altar of the nation
Surrendering dreams
And so
Even the nation
keeps Darjeeling close
The nation
keeps sending Darjeeling
Its hearts
Wrapped with love in the national flag
From the border
Day after day
Kanchenjunga unpacks
Bundles of hearts turned cold
Sent back by the nation
Kanchenjunga
Is helpless, stupefied
Kanchenjunga—
Keeps on gazing vacantly
Into the distance