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Dolls of the Desert

Lavender light reveals daily decay: war's distant echo, body's stains, smiling gods buried.

May 28, 2026

Every day, the windows fill with lavender light—
I bite my lips, then rinse my face, brush my teeth,
pick at my skin even though I know better,
I spend my whole day
eating junk food, watching
YouTube videos of war in the desert.
slowly, the day sinks into the mirror of my bedroom,
all soldiers become dolls,
killing each other with painted, polished hands,
I keep to myself, scream into a pillow—
my body is covered in post-period spotting,
I start looking
for wads of toilet paper, something to erase it,
but see a landfill of stained cotton flowers
stacked like smiling gods waiting to be buried alive.

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Ashwani Kumar

Ashwani Kumar is a poet, political scientist, and professor whose work has been widely published, anthologized, and translated into several languages. His poetry collections include My Grandfather’s Imaginary Typewriter, Banaras and Other Poems, and Map of Memories, and he is also the author of the acclaimed non-fiction work Community Warriors. He has edited major poetry anthologies, including Rivers Going Home, Scent of Rain, and River of Songs, co-founded the Indian Novels Collective, and edits the Hummingbirds Poetry Series in partnership with Red River. He was also a chief editor of Global Civil Society at the London School of Economics. He has held visiting appointments at leading international institutions, including Heidelberg University, the Korea Development Institute (KDI), and the German Development Institute (DIE). He also writes for publications such as The Indian Express, The Hindu, Financial Express, Outlook India, Scroll, and The Print. He lives in Mukteshwar and Mumbai.

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