WAIST

Raised in the Land of the Thunderbolt, I grew jagged, loved heights, devoured Norse myths,
felt all the world’s electricity seeking me out as I stood in the downdraft of the prayer flag and
the gong. Dorje-ling. The word ling distracted me, pulled me away from cloud and sky and
made me think thoughts too shameful to be shared on the plains. Things grew massive inside
me. As my waist curved into my growing hips I felt Indra’s hands at work. Light hands, hands
of light, giving me a waist all tone and tremolo. How sweet it was to be a child of snow and
air.

And now I am a woman, and he reappears. He, and the others need saving. Thrown out of
heaven, homeless. Here’s a thunderbolt, he says, and flings it into my hand. Durjaya-ling.
Unconquerable phallus. But he is speaking. He is saying, Child of the Land of the Thunderbolt,
you grew into this moment, you are ready. ‘I am?’ I ask, and stop because the weight of his gift
is numbing my tongue, tingling my arm, labouring my unpractised muscles. This is where my
bolt fell, girl, out of the blue. Not yesterday, aeons ago. Today I picked it up and gave it to you.
And, before I can ask him, ‘Do you mind putting your hands on my waist, just to see if they
feel the way I imagined?’ he leaves